Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Maybe it's a tumor

It might have been
That day
I fainted
I passed out
I fell

A changed life 
An everlasting feeling
Of lacking 
Missing 
Absence
A gap
A void

Avoid me 
The deepness
The circumstances 
The awkwardness 

I remain
Gazing
Watching
Staring
Searching for

Beauty
A habit 
Unstoppable 
Never enough
Never complete

Maybe it's a tumor
Strangely instilling 
Sensual
Esthetic 
Constant
Pleasure

A need for 
Specific stimuli 
Tender appreciation
Strong sensations 
Yet never sufficing

A high 
that gone 
Borders insanity
Leaves me lost 
Leaves me lacking

A gap
An absence 
A void

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